"Next Stesen, Asia Jaya."
LRT Malaysia, September 2012
A couple of months ago, I look around finding out people around myself are like frogs in a well. They do boring works, working boring jobs, coping with boring proud people who only lives and work their asses off for wealthiness.
I was frustated.
I know that I'm caught in the same well with them.
This country, this environment, these people...
It's so simple to solve
their... our problems, but yet so difficult to stand up and be honest to raise our hands, calling for help.
I was damn frustated.
Then, last week, I went for a trip (business trip) to Singapore and Malaysia. Meeting with great people who have great achievements.
What did I see? What did I find out?
I felt like I've been travelling into the future. They told that they've had their parts of frustations as well. The incompentents, the corrupted, the lazy, the jealous, they who just don't like you're better or ahead of them...
It's very similar everywhere in the world, they said. We all walk on the same path. Once we go down this creative path, it's actually all the same everywhere.
To the rest of the world, this road is untrustworthy, unreliable, childish dream, and so on.
But !
What mostly important is that we need to keep going. Keep fighting for our faith, keep looking for people who can see what I can see, people who I can trust to share my load, or at least trust me on their future ahead that we will make it.
All the hard works will pay off in the end. If it hasn't paid off yet, it's not yet the end.
My partner said, that looking at Singapore and Malaysia, we are 10 years behind.
So, during those 10 years, our comrades in passion had gone through the hell. The hell I haven't gone through yet, or may be has been just starting in.
I hope 10 years from now, I will still be here, not flushed away in the desperation of the uncanny left-behind-mindset of the local Indonesian commercial art industry.
...
10 years... OMG...
At least there's still a possible future ahead and I should be still positive about it.
I shouldn't give up. I should be strong.
No matter what troubles come, I should stay on my feet and survive the storm.
I still have hope.
Now, "back in the past"...
At least
this should be our start to help change the local world.